Run away while you still can!
Or not, what do I care...
Oh, so you are going to read this? Fair enough. There are no pictures...just saying
So tonight at Natura someone asked me to draw them something. And then they said they were going to grab a tea and be right back. And five to ten minutes later when I finished it they were gone. They left. I stopped drawing what I was drawing, and drew them what they asked for, and they walked out on me. It was rather disheartening. I am too tired to do so now but maybe tomorrow I will scan in what I drew for her. It was just her name, Kristen, but I spelled it Kris10 because I am clever like that and I dated a Kristen who did that and I always thought it was clever.
Anyways, I was very disappointed because I was so pleased with how it came out. Mark told me I should just give it to this guy that new her but heck no, she gets no drawing now... Thats pretty much the end of that.
While I am typing, something I don't really do very often, usually I just let my doodles speak for themselves, I may as well ramble on other topics.
So some other stuff is going on that kind of sucks so bad I don't really want to talk about it except to ask, is anyone looking for a new place? Jerry and I need a new roommate ASAP.
In other news, I want to say thank you to all of the people in my life. You guys are awesome and you really mean the world to me, particularly if you read to this here. There is someone from Maryland actually who keeps coming here to the site and I don't know anyone from Maryland as far as I know, so if you are in Maryland leave a comment on this post letting me know who you are. Thanks for visiting my site all the time btw. I appreciate it.
In further other news.. I'm still kind of frustrated with life recently. It seems like everyone around me either has someone special or doesn't want someone special or doesn't care and has one anyways. Every one I meet I immediately become friends with, but never more than that. I want to mean something to someone. ah well.. so it goes. It will happen when it happens but it just seems like I've been getting slapped in the face with my single status by the universe a lot recently...and so as I told Olivia earlier... I sigh.
Thanks for reading my Mind Vomit. And if you didn't read all that crap up there and just skipped down to this line, thanks for being here anyways.
I love you.
Friday, April 3, 2009
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i know you can make it!
ReplyDeletefeel better
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I <3 you too (No homo, cause I know you like it that way). I think the person from Maryland is me. After all I am awesome enough to be a resident of a State I have never been to, so visiting from another State via the interwebs is childs play.
ReplyDeleteWell I met you and thought that you were nice cute and sweet. I just know that I feel that you probably didn't or wouldn't like me like that anyway.
ReplyDeleteI guess in the end you just have to say "hey wanna go out" to at least start looking for a special some one.
"It seems like everyone around me either has someone special or doesn't want someone special or doesn't care and has one anyways"
ReplyDeleteSo I guess I don't count? lol. That really sucks btw about the girl bailing out on you. Maybe she was dragged away before she had a chance to let you know? =\
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I know I am just being self involved in this post and so on and so forth, and I re-read it and realized how horrible it was written and how little sense it made, but I'm going to let it stand because, whatever. Mind vomit. I warned you.
ReplyDeleteAnd Hanna, there's a line of people that want to be your special someone, you just aren't interested. So yeah you don't count :P
And Anonymous, I am very frustrated when I don't know who people are, especially when I really want to know who they are. Who are you?
You are being a bit self involved, but it's your site so it doesn't matter. Nothing that comes out of your mouth, that you have enough balls to share with the world, could ever be considered "mind vomit".
ReplyDeleteYou my dear are incredibly awesome and you know it because the brief time that I've known you, I've said it over and over again. You are full of talent and always keep me on my toes, well at least during the three different times I talked to you.
Stop looking for a companion and just let it happen. Look around you, you’re an effen player. You’re what every girl wants, and trust me because I know from experience.
Sorry for keeping you up late and for the test and for the concert and whatnot.
Hehe well you at least gave me a few clues to let me know who you are. Thanks for your thoughts, you're an awesome new friend.
ReplyDeletebut...i want to know who anonymous was now...
ReplyDeleteWhat happened to sam??
ReplyDeleteMatthew, always know you are very special to me, I keep you in my heart always and forever! I pray God sends you someone as special as He did me. And that's pretty special because out of that love came you! Praying for a Godly life and a Godly wife for you, nothing else matters. Love, love, love you, more than you know!
ReplyDelete(Even you were little, your vomit never bothered me. Remember!)